OCT. 14. DI
SCARY IMAGINES. <3
OCT. 14. DI
SCARY IMAGINES. <3
New month new changes, i swear. Since ive been gone school’s started, ive met new people, new artists, WENT TO MY FIRST CONCERT, learned new things, and Ive had this painful surgery. I am dying, I literally cannot eat without crying. I hope you all are okay.
OCTOBER MEANS CREEPY IMAGINES, MY FAVORITE! get ready - DI ♥
Im working on new games for you all, themes, imagines, story, and requests.
Hey there everyone I’m doing ships 5sos tomorrow so if you want one look at the previous post and send it in. All the ships will be posted by Wednesday night. Love you all Xx-DIWRITER-R
I HAVE SERIES, THE CHAPTERS OF SAY SOMETHING, MANY IMAGINES, REQUESTS ON DRAFT, QUESTIONS ANSWERED, AND EVEN A DREAMING IMAGINES TRAILER. IM SO EXCITED TO PUT ALL OF THIS OUT FOR YOU ALL. like if you’re excited? OR SMILE for me? Haha - DI ♥
SO EXCITED. I HOPE YOU ALL ARE STILL HERE HAHA BECAUSE IM BACK. (picture isn’t mine, but gif is) - D R E A M I N G I M A G I N E S
LIKE IF YOURE EXCITED//COMMENTS?
FINALLY im off the wrong tracks, and I’ve woken up somewhat craving, badly WANTING to write. I feel no longer questionable about what I’m about to put out! GET READY FOR NEW PIECES/MUSIC RIGHT NOW.
Hello everyone, my name is olivia and I created this blog three years ago, through those years I have changed as a person, and experienced many things. My writing has joined me along this journey, and its blossomed into something sometimes great and at times horrible. Writers are human, and see the world differently, as if it is not a world….we see every little detail in the smallest things.
I’m not sure of what to do or say anymore, I have so many ideas for imagines but my heart always seems to be an off and on switch without control. Flicker if i could compare it to that…Sometimes I feel lame for writing pieces about love, and band members that I love because theres so much more to life than that.
Life can be so dull at times that we miss the blue skies that have been staring at us be so dull because the truth is that it is actually extraordinary. Our hearts twisted ways of feelings, the people that will forever be captured inside of our minds, and the people we’ve perished within every breath we let go of.
The cars still passing by, mistakes still being done, innocent people staring at white walls and bars because of a crime they never committed, kisses that will heal the world, kisses that no longer feel complete, hugs that arent as warm, stares that are so long that they make you feel empty inside, and your mind can’t do anything but wander in a matter of the color white.
I dont know what my life will lead up to…I have some talents I guess, but all I do is go to school, clean the kitchen, watch a movie from there to there, listen to music, and have conversations with the moon every night. I want to wander in matter of every galaxy, do something beyond living if thats possible…I want to live the adventure after death, and not be human.
As of 5 Seconds Of Summer imagines, I want to thank you all so much for your support, I’m going to try to keep on pushing and writing them. Later today or possibly tomorrow I’ll introduce myself- I dont freaking care about insecurities or any of my flaws anymore.
We all are pieces of art, flowers…we’ll always get ugly looks, or stepped on but guess what? Our colors will always shine on us, because they’re permanent- and after we get stepped on or pulled from the ground the sun will always be there to comfort and give us warm hugs.
I love every single one of you, I dont care how old you are or how you look. You are human and I think you and I should be pals. We both live on this world, and I hope we all die in the sweetest way possible. I hope you all fall and get back up, look into the eyes of the person youll love for the rest of your life, meet new people and laugh at their jokes, and help one another because we will all go nowhere but up if we spread love.
text is linked to one of my favorite songs, listen to it in thought…♥
okay SO MY FANFIC ON HERE SAY SOMETHING. Here’s the EMBARRASSING TRAILER.
I tried to sound BRITISH…in my voice over…gosh its horrible, im not offending anyone lol, im american sorry that some of us love your accents :) Here it is, I hope you like ittttt. MESSAGE ME FEEDBACK - ddiiiii
summer imagines coming, prooomise. FIRST. CHAPTER. TOMORROW.
Michael and the boys had to leave abruptly for some rehearsing before they went on tour with One Direction. Of course you were happy for the boys but you hated when michael had to leave. You and him had become so close that you both hated being apart. You both promised to call eachother everyday while he was away.
Every night for 2 weeks you and him texted eachother or called whenever possible. You would stay up for hours just talking and laugh enjoying eachothers company even though you were miles apart. Then the calls started coming less and less. The boys became more and more busy when the tour started and you felt like michael was slipping away.
You would check your phone constanly to see if he had texted or called, even though you would have heard your phone go off. Your 1 year anniversary was coming up in a few days and you wished you could spend it with michael. You were sat at home on the couch watching your favorite tv show when your phone buzzed beside you. Quickly your picked it up and saw michael’s face appear.
Your heart skipped a beat when you answered and his raspy voice came from the other line. You wer smiling so big your cheeks started to hurt. “I missed you so much” michael said. “I missed you more. How’s the tour joining” you asked. “It’s amazing the boys and I are having an amazing time” he exclaimed.
“Good I’m happy”. “Our anniversary is coming up soon”michael said.”Don’t remind me” you said feeling sad. “I’m trying my best to get you out here so we can spend it together” miichael said. “Really babe that wonderful” you half shouted. “Yeah we shall see. I have to gobut I”ll call you when I can, I love you”. “I love you too” you said ending the call. All your wories seemed to fade after that call. You loved michael and you knew he loved you.
It was nearly 2 in the morning when your phone went off. At first you weren’t going to answer but you figured it could be michael you grabbed your phone and put it to your ear. “Hello” you said your voice low. ” (Y/N) you need to come to the hospital there’s been an accident” ashton said on the other end. Your body sat right up. “Ash what’s going on” you said climbing out of bed. “Just come to the hospital we’re back home” ashton said.
You were panicking as you quickly just put on shoes and rushed to your car driving like crazy to get to the hospital. You had no clue what was going on and you just wanted answers. As soon as you parked you went inside and saw the boys everyone but michael that is. Your heart was racing as you walked over to them.” What’s going on where’s michael” you asked. All the boys exchanged looks before ashton cleared his throat. “Michael managed to get us a few days off so we were coming home cuase he had a surprise for you. We made it here but at the airport somone had a got in with a gun and started shooting and michael got hit withone of the bullet’s” Ashton explained. “Is he okay” your voice high as tears started blurring my vison. “We don’t know the doctors are doing all they can” he said.
Your chest seemed to tightend as it became harder to breathe you weren’t ready to loose michael. Tears were pouring out of your eyes as the boys tryed to calm you down, but nothing they said mattered not until you knew michael was okay. Only then would you be okay. We waited hours until finally a doctor came over to us and explained what had happened. “Mr. Clifford recivied a shot the stomach, now although it wasn’t fatal it was serve. The bullet just missed his main artierie but he did loose a fair amount of blood” the doctor explained.”Is he gonna be okay” you asked.
“Yes, we were able to remove the bullet and give him a blood transfusion. He may still be asleep but you can see him now” the doctor spoke. That was all you needed to hear before you were rushing off to the room. Slowly you made your way over to the bed his body was still as his chest slowly rose and fell. The only sound was the gentle beep of his heart monitor.
Your hands trembled lightly as you placed your hand on Michael’s leaning in to kiss his cheek. His eyes slowly fluttered opened. His head slowly turned to face you and a slight smile appeared on his face. “Hi” he said his voice croaky. “Hi” you said in return holding back tears.” I have something for you” michael said pointing to his jacket. You reached over the bed and grabbed his jacket handing it to him.
He carefully reached inside.”Close your eyes” he said. You were about to protest but michael gave you a look so you closed them. Michael took your hand and slipped something on your finger. “Open them” he said. Opening your eyes you looked down at your finger and gasped. It was a beautiful ring. It wasn’t some fancy expensive ring. No it was simple but perfect definitely something michael would pick. “(Y/N) please be mines forever” he asked still holding my hand. “Yes” you said before leaning down and kissing michael. Smiling he pulled back some. “Happy anniversary love” he smiled.
I hear your voice, as if it’s a memory or a dream fading and fading away. I remember you’d walk by my side on the way home in the woods, between trees. You told me you liked the way the leaves circulated around the bright sun in the blue skies. How during autmn the leaves would crunch and fall upon the ground. How we’d awfully try to climb the heights of nature and admire the moutnains far east on stones.
I miss you, and our sessions of guitar by the river, and how we’d ‘study’ and more like cuddle in each other’s arms. We’d whislte with the birds, and laugh at stupid things Jeffory said in class.
Week by week I’d notice how your eyes would darken, and how your smile would become heavier and heavier. Your things were packed and ready to go; your darkest secrets never left my memory though.
I know you through thick and thin and I’d never thought this would happen. It’s been a year now and whenever I mention your name, everyone doesn’t ask about ‘us’, they say nothing at all…
I trip and I fall upon the hard earth, my vison’s blurry and as it slowly focuses I notice the trees. How everyone’s bent and twisted, with it’s branches that collide, and spilt into other ones.
Are you alright beauty? Did you loose yourself out there? I love you, just like the bark joins in with it’s leaves and air.
Whenever the skies are the perfect shade of violet and the clouds are slightly fading into thin gusts of matter, I stop and stare at it all in awe. It feels like the world has stopped, and all that I can hear is the wind blowing through the holes in my heart. How my uncontrollable tears freeze in the cold, and how you walk into my mind.
I think about how soft your hair was, lying on my shoulder…or how smooth your lips were against my cheek when things at home weren’t alright. Your pure scent of sweetness, and the sound of your voice like a calm night like this.
I wonder where you are, and if my name ever comes out of your mouth randomly. You say ”Luke…”, breathlessly and I’ll say yours the same but with a croak.
We’ve had cracks in between our rocky road, and I know you’ve wanted to give up, but I told you that you needed to keep on walking…even if my hand wasn’t holding yours…
Did you give up? Because I didn’t, I think I’ll stick around for a little while- Everyone says that it’s gotten a little quiter in this small town, how the pieces that once were complete never fit quite right anymore….Are you at home in the clouds; can you hear my shout, soul stuck in a misery drought.
One two three four, one two three four. The words fall to the floor, and I can’t help but weep and cry at the mess I’ve made. In my heart, mind and soul; poison flows through my veins and I can’t help but think of you. And those dark eyes of yours. I’ll never forget them like a bad memory from the past. Like when mother yelled at me when I tried to carry her to her room when she drunk too much. Or the fights and arguments everyone has every holiday, and when I study so much every night to get a darn C the next. Everyday in those hallways, the eyes pierced onto me, and heaven only knows what they’re thinking. When the sun is my only friend, during the days of loneliness and silence. It’s haunting but rather peaceful, and all that I can do is sit there as it burns against my skin…Or like whenever you walk away from me, your existence seems to flow slowly, dragged along the invisible matter around me. Your scent I keep forever on my skin, and your voice replayed over and over again in my brain. Talk to me, come here and tell me everything will be alright, take my hands before my lungs give up on me tonight. Flames surround me, for my thoughts have taken control of my actions and the match fell to the floor. The smoke unbearable but as I sit in the middle of this room, you bring me some type of hope and awe. The night breeze brings my old diary sheets to my view, where the ink smears and drips with the blazing heat around. Two words catch my eyes though and I finally realize- just like the letters itself- I’m broken; ”I need help.”, i yell.